我永不会放弃

I’ll Keep On -NF


Oh these hands are tired
我的双手很疲倦

Oh this heart is tired
我的心很疲倦

Oh this soul is tired
我的灵魂很疲倦

But I’ll keep on
但是我会坚持

I’ll keep on
我不会放弃

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Faith is something I am not accustomed to
信仰不是我熟悉的旅途

And trusting other people’s something I don’t really love to do
信任他人更不是我想做的事情

I’ve never been a fan of it, I act tougher
我也从来不是神的追随者
我自己可以表现的很坚强

Really my shoulders they ain’t built for this and I don’t have nothing
但事实是,我根本不够坚强
我内心空白无力

It’s like I’m standing in the rain and you offer me a raincoat, But I would rather stand there and get wet than take the handout. What’s wrong with me?
那感觉就像是我站在雨中,你给了我一件雨衣,但我宁愿站在那里淋雨也不愿接受你的帮助。

我的心生了什么病,让我如此神志不清?

You said, “you’ve always got your hands out. And I cannot continue on my own so take my hands now”
你说:我一直能看到你高举的双手,你不能再这样独自前行了,所以现在握住我的手吧,让我们一起前行。

I give you everything, God, not just a little bit. Take it from me, I am nothing but a hypocrite. I hate sin, but I built a house and I still live in it.
神啊,我愿意把一切都献给你,不只是一点点。请你拿走我的一切吧。真相是我只是个伪君子,我恨一切的丑恶,但是我自己却建造了一座丑恶之屋,一直住在其中。

Afraid to open up the door to you and let you into it. My soul is lost and what it needs is your direction.
我更害怕打开自己的心门让你看到我的丑陋,我的灵魂早已经迷失。我需要你所有的指引。

I know, I’ve told you I do not need your protection. But I lied to you, this thing is tiring. And man was not created for it, God Please retire me now.
我知道我常常说,我牛逼的很,我压根不需要你的保护。但是那全都是谎言,人生太难了,我们根本无法独自战胜这世界的黑暗。神啊!就现在!请让我从这场苦难的战役中退休吧。

Oh these hands are tired
我的双手很疲倦

Oh this heart is tired
我的心很疲倦

Oh this soul is tired
我的灵魂很疲倦

But I’ll keep on
但是我会坚持

I’ll keep on
我不会放弃

……

Trust is something I am not accustomed to. And I know the Bible says I should always trust in You. But, I don’t never read that book enougn. And when I have a question I don’t take the time to look it up, or pick it up. It collects dust on my nightstand.
信任不是我习惯的东西,我知道《圣经》说我应该永远信任你,依靠你。但是我从不经常读《圣经》。当我有问题时,我也不会花时间去拿起它,它在我的床头积满了灰尘。

I’m just being honest. Please take this outta my hands. I have no control. I am just a person. But thank the Lord that I serve a God that’s perfect. I do not deserve the opportunity you’ve given me. I never knew what freedom was until I learned what prison means.
我坦白,我对人生毫无掌控力,我弱爆了,我愿意把一切都交给你。我虽然只是一个在红尘迷路的普通人,但是感恩宇宙,创造我的神是完美的。我根本不配你给我的所有精彩。我从来不懂自由是什么直到我在监牢中活了这么久。

I am not ashamed, I don’t care if they remember me. My life will always have a hole, if You are not the centerpiece. Take me out of bondage, take all of my pride. If I don’t have a Savior, I don’t have nothing inside.
我不想再感到羞愧,我也一点不在意自己是否名声远扬。因为我明白,没有你这座人生灯塔,我的心将永远是个黑洞。请消除我的恐惧,拿走我的骄傲。如果没有你做我的救世主,我注定会永远一无所有。

Take all of my lust, take all of my lies. There’s no better feeling than when I look in the sky, in your eyes. It’s amazing
请拿走我所有的丑恶欲望,拿走我的谎言。这世界上没有任何体验比的过,我抬头望向天空,望向你的眼睛。因为我看到的只有完美!

Oh these hands are tired
我的双手很疲倦

Oh this heart is tired
我的心很疲倦

Oh this soul is tired
我的灵魂很疲倦

But I’ll keep on
但是我会坚持

I’ll keep on
我不会放弃

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